Yet it's still hard

It's just about been a year, the week for the year you left, died

Yet it's still hard for you who I loved so much but lost to the place above

To try not to cry is hard
To try remember the good times is easy that tears start to fall

For I miss you so much just wishing you could be here
for the birth of my 2nd child

To be there in good an bad times
at least I know in my heart that your with me in every way

There to hold my hand when in need but yet it's so hard

Just writting this to let you know that Emily an I always think of you
every sec, every min, every hour of every day that goes past us
for we love an miss you so much that it's hard not to cry