Why does it seem when your happy things turn
the light is clouded by the darkness thats starting to stir
as your life slowly spin out of control
and soon dark person with a tainted soul
u want to scream but u must remain silent
your body is aching for destruction and violent
so many things racing through your mind
all the things that u thought u knew u realize your blind
so many problems theres no where to start
some blood there and a another bullet to the heart
when it hurts to move
u just want to be take away and to be removed
it will be easier for everyone who u thought cared
destroy all the dreams and hopes u shared
hitting your head until it bleeds
your in a web of evil deeds
when your problems crush u under their weight
your body is consumed by the anger and hate
ever where u turn its blocked
your stuck in your mind the keys swallowed the doors locked
a single voice can make u want to peel your skin
your conscience is gone your life is running thin
you will need to know that love turns to hate
to believe in god u need fate
sometimes a shot to your heart is all u need
sometimes the happiest time is when u bleed
your heart will slowly knot and scar
and u always can just ran in front of a moving car
because u cant hold up your head any higher
and your life burn in a intense fire
