So storng,yet so weak,andso much to live for

by the love of another fills my soul   Oct 21, 2005


I wanna cut
i wanna feel the pain
I wanna feel the blood drip
i long 4 the pain
i miss it so much,
too many promises
i cant
i have to be strong
i cant give up
i know im strong but i feel so weak
i know im loved
i know i have someone there when i need them
i know someone belives in me
but i feel like i cant talk 2 anyone
i feel like i have 2 do this
like its the only this i have
i feel like im the only one who understands.these feelings goin thru my head
i feel so weak
holding the blade in my hand
wanting 2 just give up
and i drop it 2 the floor
knowing all i have 2 live 4

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  • 18 years ago

    by undying blusher

    "i have to be strong
    i cant give up
    i know im strong but i feel so weak
    i know im loved
    i know i have someone there when i need them
    i know someone belives in me"

    I'm glad you realize all that. I'm sorry those other thoughts and urges are still there. It may help to make a list of all the things you have to live for, and look at it in the times you feel down or wanting to harm yourself.

    Yay for dropping the blade!

    Nice rhythm... And I guess I am strong, but I feel week a lot...other people say I am strong... I guess I have to believe it for myself... I know I can't give up.

    Take care.
    xxxx

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