Forgotten Indulgence

You're like drinking
grape juice from a wine glass
Look, act, feel the same
without getting what you're looking for;
He's like drinking
wine in a Dixie cup
Getting the real thing
but not showing it.

So what do I want?
Tell me now.
Do I want false love, or
do I want true secrets?

No matter what
You're still grape juice
in a wine glass
And he's still
a hidden emotion.