As long as I'm bored♥

Hesitation bleeds through
The words I plead to speak
If you took my life from me
I still wouldnt be this weak
Lately Ive been so defective
Wanting back what you did take
Im healing but still fragile
So please dont drop or shake

The candles allow me to see
Through the secrecy of my pain
If youre only feeling guilty
I wish youd just refrain
Cause I cant take another let down
Recovery hasnt quite come yet
Its a slow process keep in mind
You need to leave so I can forget

Your words act like the razor
They persuade blood followed by
These poems that pour like the hot wax
Burning my skin for a second, then they dry
And the birthday cake that wore
Fifteen candy colored lights
Its a miracle if there will ever
Be sixteen flames to burn as bright

As we know, you arent the one
I knew that before we met
But youre just another reason
To choke myself with regret
Another useless tragedy
Excuse me, I meant to say mistake
Just another unproductive misprint
Just one more detrimental fake

However, hope still lingers
I would say thats the defense
Yes, Maybe I like crying
But I hate all the suspense
Waiting is not my thing
My dry eyes begin to review
The dreams are running free
But now I need to know if theyll come true