Embrace of time

Time moves so slowly
as i stare at the clock on the wall
it doesn't seem like
it is moving at all

Every second seems like a century gone by
100 years of loneliness where no one hears my desperate cry

And still that clock hangs up above and i sit here and stare watching other people love

Jealous of their happiness and living in the light while i sit here in the dark
losing life's fight

I want it to end but time plays its game
going so slowly that its driving me insane

Staring out my window a weak ray of sun
my heart sinks for the day has just begun

Another whole day of sitting here in doubt
waiting for death till my time has run out