Why?

I feel so weak
So abandoned
Losing oxygen
I can't speak
Why do I feel like I'm alone?
And why does it seem like you don't care?
Why do I feel like a part of me is missing
Like you're not really there..?
Now blood leaks from my wrists
I know this habit must end
But I don't really know
If my hearts strong enough to mend
Would your life be easier
if I said goodbye?
would your life be easier
if I let myself just die?
You tell me I'm your friend
but is it really true?
would you be there for me?
Just as I would for you???