Fallen angel

Happy, vibrant and energetic.
thats what i used to be.
never down or lonely.
whatever happened to me?

now im all in solitude.
now i walk alone.
now i have isolated myself.
but no one ever groans.

no one really misses me.
i know that this is true.
everybody hates me.
loving me is only you.

cuts appear on my wrists.
each one fresher than the last.
it hurts so much,
but not muh time has past.

im a fallen angel,
thats what i am.
they hurt me so bad.
when i was as innocent as a lamb.