My secret

One more cut
This ones deep
One drop of blood,
Before I sleep

I slice my knife
Across my leg
One happy breath
Is all I beg

It drips and slides
And rolls away
The blood is thick
As I decay

I miss my life
The one that I once had
I miss my family
My mom and my dad

I miss all those
Who I used to love
I wish I could
Believe in above

My family once was happy
Or at least in front of me
I have no idea what went on
I was only three

My mom and dad
Now only fight
I hear them on the phone
Almost every night

My mom is cruel
My dad is blind
And neither of them
Could ever be kind

So once I slice
And twice then again
Once for both,
For each of them

My fingers are red
As I swallow my tears
I hug all my sorrows
And drown in my fears

The razor is bloody
And my legs are too
And if I cover them nicely
There will be no one who knew

This is my secret
The one that I hide
This is my secret
Which I lock up inside

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