Understanding

I hear a baby cry
Closeing my eyes i listen
My body shakes and my inside feels cold
Its a feeling clear to the depths of my soul

Loseing is only part of the pain
Also taking all of the blame
Ashamed of what i think
Trying not to hate

A gift that is loved
Given to a woman from God above
Crying in the middle of night
Thinking what you didnt do right

I know now no one was at fault
God did what he did with thought
Loseing an unborn baby we love is sad
Knowing they are with God makes me glad

written Jan. 1,2001