Tired

Suddenly,
i'm tired of all these.
Tired of having to face each day,
knowing that there's one more problem not solved.

I'm tired of quarrels and fights between friends,
tired of friends leaving me after a quarrel.
I've gone through all these before,
and i've no more energy and courage left to face another one.

I feel so tired,
i don't want to face another again.
I just want to leave this world alone and get rid of all my troubles.

Is this so hard?