Doomed from the beginning

As I sit in this room
It makes me feel all this gloom
I wanna know why we left so soon
I feel that life is slipping away
Even though we are alive and well
It may be that inside we aren't alive... I hope that everyone understands...
The life that you chose isn't the one I want...
You should know that someday soon
That my life was bound to be doomed

This is just a quick stupid poem not my best but plz comment