Internal lies

I hide behind invisible walls

walls that will take forever to break down

too much drama in my life

the only thing that makes me cry

i shout at the world to stop

but it disappears into the deadly night

if you were to see me truly inside

you would run and hide

i am a lonely and lost soul who had cryed for help for so long that i just withdrew from it all

i put on my face every morning to hide my real eyes

what you see is my eternal cryes

tell me do i really bring u happiness and joy

cuz i don\'t feel like i am worthy of the affection you show

i feel dead to the world

maybe I\'ll find my light someday

maybe true loves\' light will show into my shadowed soul