MiSsInG mY lItTlE gUy

Counting the time you've been gone
Ive counted 20 months
A long time don't you think?
But I hope you haven't forgotten all the good times we had
All the laughs and giggles
All our memories
Please let you have forgotten though
The bad times, the yelling, the screaming, the sadness, the old me
I don't want you to remember me that way
To think that's the way I am
I've changed for you
Now I hold everything inside
Holding in tears that come when you leave
The anger for the people that make it so difficult for you to come back
If only you knew how much I really am
Missing my little man
You have changed soo much
Tell me you hopes and dreams
Your fears and then let me dry your tears
I want to know little brother so some of this missing time can be healed
So that you aren't a complete stranger to me
Your in my dreams and in my fears
The fear of you forgetting
Forgetting me and being happy without me
I want you to be happy just don't let go of our hope
Cause I never will
I will have faith with every breath I
take
You know why cause I'm
Missing my little man
When I am all alone I see your face
I see your smile
Please little man understand I'm holding on for you
For the day you return and I am complete
Missing my little man
For always and forever