I'm Done, I'm Out

I'm breaking more and more
Each moment that passes by
I fall harder, faster, further,
Laying far beneath the sky.

Looking up as I wait for them,
They are coming down for me
The beautiful angels were already here
When blood was all I could see.

Now I'm drifting up, floating
As they carry my sliced body away
I look down and wave goodbye
I have nothing left to say.

I left everything behind
The painful nights and heart wrenching days
the scars, the blood, the people,
the never ending secret maze.

I'm gone with one tear flowing
Eyes blood shot and glazed
Fear never came upon me as
I took the final leap and left, crazed.

I'm done, I'm out,
I had my chance to live
But I gave up, because of you
I gave all I had to give.

(okay this is kinda crazy... but I had to vent.. sorry)

Shalisa Dawn