A scared child

U found out
i broke my own promise
i let someone know me
i cant believe what Ive done

you ask me if i regret
the truth being told once and for all
i cant give you an answer
it feels like all my demons are finally coming to the surface

but right now i don't know what to think
the hate and anger i feel inside
the pain the loneliness
and its to you that i finally confide

i feel so open and out there right now
it scares the shit out of me
i never knew what it was like to let someone no that much
its pains my eyes to see

i wanna lock myself away
i wanna throw away the key
because i no near to nothing about you
and u no near to everything about me.

**Its not so much a poem but its definatly how i think i feel... if only ay.. u cant change time but i wish u could change how you feel about it**