A Little Bit Of Everything

How was your day and I hope you feel better
Just so you know this is your love letter

Say good night and you are my best friend
I wish we would become more in the end

Tell you my secrets that I know you will keep
But just this time my secret is too deep

You tell me her name and I do not want to know
Keep my thoughts inside so my true feelings do not show

Tell you I am happy but that is just a lie
Boyfriend and girlfriend why can we not give it a try

You tell me she is pretty and you hope it works out
Just at that moment my mind fills with doubt

Tell me you are sorry we can never be more
Why is it so hard to let go of the one you adore

Apologies are not necessary I know you mean well
I wish you could see how hard I really fell

You do not know what to say and all I feel is pain
Is there anything left in this world to gain

I do not know how to react I have never felt this way
I wish I had someone to tell me everything is okay

Friends say they know what I mean and how I feel
I really doubt that because this feeling is so unreal

I sink lower and lower till there nothing left of me
Please open your hands and let my heart free

So many things going on they are all such a blur
Except for the fact that I will never be her

I wished writing would help but my feelings still stay
Crying and alone is where I now lay

I jumped off the edge with out anyone holding me back
How did I get off on such a wrong track

I do not blame you and I never will
There will always be that void only you can fill

Friends till the end but I think lovers are better
Just so you know because you will never see my love letter

Ok well sorry I was not quite sure what to call it, I had started this poem out under lover letter but i changed it because of recent events.