Letting Go

So many ups and downs no wonder I feel sick
I want to find a feeling that will finally just click

Emotions seem to have a mind of their own
Why cant these feelings just leave me alone

Why are some days good and others so bad
It seems like this has become my new fad

I want to smile but I do not know what for
I just want to move on and not think of you anymore

It is like a vivid picture glued in my mind
This picture of you I want to leave behind

I do not want to forget you just the feelings that are there
Can they not just disappear right into thin air

What is holding me back from letting you go
I hope it will be for the best but I really do not know

I have met other people but my heart will not let them in
I think it is because I do not want to feel like this again

To move on is hard and I feel like I am falling from grace
But moving on from you is something I must now face

I want you to tell me the things that go on with you
But friends are as far as well will take it too

It is hard for me to see that being friends is fine
But I do now know where we will draw the line

Just friends no strings attached no nothing at all
You tell me you just want to slow things down to a crawl

I hope that friends is something we will always be
I just want you to know you can always talk to me