I wish my heart would heal

I feel so sad right now
i can't get you out of my head
i don't want to cry anymore
i just want to be dead!!

whenever i think about you
the tears begin to flow
why did you have to do this
it was so f u c k i n g low!!

i thought that you would help me
but you just brought me down
i needed you with me
but you made my smile a frown

you kept your feelings hidden
never showed how you feel
it made me feel rejected
and my heart will never heal

where should i go from here?
what should i do?
how do i stop myself
from always thinking of you?

this poem was written by my best friend Charlotte and I