After What You've Done...

It's hard not being with you,
And yet I'm too scared to find you.
It breaks my heart to see you,
But it keeps my heart beating when you smile
I feel gutted when you leave me
Tho I don't think I can handle staying with you much longer
I'm so mad at you that hatred dwells within me,
Yet my heart needs to hear your name.
Of all these mixed emotions,
I no longer know what's true.
I do know one thing though,
I know that I still love you.

(This poem is one of my quick ones, Not quite my favourite but still one I like to show. Please leave a comment or suggestion if you have any :) it would be greatly appreciated. I love comments - good and bad :P)