After Going Thru Hell

In the night,
when lights go out,
i think of things,
i had once felt.

lonely thoughts,
pass through my mind,
feeling pains,
i try to hide.

The pain of loss,
also moves in,
reminding me,
of all my sins,

The darkness also,
makes me see,
all the things,
thats wrong with me.

The fear of doubt,
the thought of shame,
all make me feel,
like I'm insane.

But in the end,
who can tell,
how a person will be,
after going thru hell.