Good night

This is my last goodbye
and I'm writing this to explain why
i feel so lost and scared
i feel like no one really cared
that i was going through hell
not once did i tell
of how i felt inside
i sat here and lied.
see i knew you would try to stop me
if i kept it to myself you cant you see
see i hate life here
i feel a cold tear
trickle down my warm face
through the months i did try and chase
my fears and thoughts out of mind
they went to deep i felt like i had died
so tonight i will end it all
i feel way to small
but i have to do this
Even thought things i will miss
the good times and the bad
its like I'm going mad
so i find the pills
the water i have spills
i know I'm going to a better place
where i have lost of thinking space
so this is good night
but also goodbye as i hold your photo tight
i love you