Another year comes to an end
But my nightmare still carries on
I look at my body full of scars
Over the year the number has grown
I just want things to be normal is that to much to ask?
I rub my hands across my eyes
Thinking back to what it was like to be fear free
To walk down the street and not be paranoid
About people looking and knowing to much
To not have to lie to the people closest
To scared to let them in
I sit and hope that this year will be better
But deep down I know it wont.
So I lay looking at the ceiling
I start to cry
I cant do this any more
So I reach over to get my shinny friend
This was supposed to be a new start
But I just cant do it
This is me I guess and things can only get worse
Well I only have one thing to say
I QUIT!!!
