I don\'t wanna get too close
cause i know it\'ll bite me in the ass
but i have this need
this desire
this crazy crazy crave
and i\'m not like that
you should know that if you know me at all by now
but no one knows how to understand
i hate this world
everything about it
even the way it spins
the world is disgusting
and had i known life would be so dissapointing
and had i been given a choice
i wonder what i would picked
my desires are so simple
so straight-forward and innocent
to be friends with who i can
and enjoy my life
my friends
and conversation
but i\'ve learned it\'s something our society doesn\'t permit
and i\'m hurt
i wanted it to be more welcoming
i am destroyed
there\'s a blankness to who i once was
no one took it from me
i just learned
the world is not a friendly place
that friendships don\'t stay
and the lonely way is the way
to stay out of trouble
and live life to die.
i\'m so out of place
can\'t seem to get it
the way everyone lives to die
and i can\'t seem to get it
i don\'t want to accept it
was i born on the wrong planet?
or is there something wrong with me?
maybe it\'s both
and it hurts to know more now
of how i\'ve hurt people along the way
and how i\'ve hurt people with what i honestly say
the world is not honest
the world is not warm
the world is not welcoming
the world is not nice
the world is cold
the world is hard
the world is nothing but stategy to survive
and everyone fights to survive
and then they all just die
no friends, no love, no peace, no joy no laughter with good times
they\'re too busy fighting to survive to die.
alone.
