At this moment in time

A silenced tear
fighting to break free
a weak soul
trying to be me

a caressing touch
sends a shiver down my spine
i wish it wouldn't hurt so much
i hope one day ill just be fine

madness tries to take over
sadness gets in every corners
anger takes over the mind
and the happiness is short lived

the knife is no longer an option
but the tears still cant be shed
as i no i shouldn't b like this
there are people living on the streets with no bed

i cant forget the past
the future looks to bleak
unto the sadness i am possessed
there is a path that i long to seek

it looks so scarce
as a faint road in the rain
but at this moment in time
i am in indescribable pain