Forever Slumber

I sit and think
of all the days
that you caused me pain
i still love you so
yet you hurt me so badly

why do i do this to myself?
why do i continue on

i should just end it
and forget all thats left behind

i lay here in bed

wondering
what i did wrong
what did i do to deserve this

a candle lit next to my bed
a pen and paper on the desk
the windows open
cold air rushing in
the moon out stars bright
i lay there wearing minimal clothes
to show maximum skin
my trusty blade in my hand

i drag it across my skin
too many times to count
as i name the names
of those who hurt
my skin now littered with blood
i fall to sleep
in a peaceful forever slumber

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�Becky�