I'm Having your Child

We have a serious problem
And I'm afraid to let you know
But theres something I need to tell you
So here's how the story goes

You have a girlfriend right now
And I hope it stays that way
Because I know she's pregnant
And I hope with them you stay

I hope that you're the father
That every child needs
I hope that you still graduate
And in all you do you succeed

I hope that what I tell you
Doesn't ruin all your dreams
Because this is our reality now
No matter how unreal it seems

I want to let you know
I'm not making this up at all
This reality is so scary
That every night I lay in bed and bawl

I promise that it wasn't planned
And I want you all to believe me
OK, I'm done procrastinating
But i really am so sorry

Maybe you don't remember this
And maybe you'll choose not to
But at my first party
Something happened between me and you

You may not know this
But I've always had feelings for you
So that night when I had to much to drink
I did some things I shouldn't do

I'm sorry for the way I acted
And for all the things I did
And I'm sorry to have to tell you this
But I'm going to have your kid

So you're probably in denial
And you're probably really mad
But this is the truth
And I wish it wasn't so bad

I'm sorry that this happened
I don't know what to say
I really do feel bad
But I wasn't going to tell you...until today

I finally decided
That you had the right to know
And whatever you do next
Is up to you.....so.....

You can go around saying
That this isn't your kid
But deep down in your heart
You'll always know what we did

You can say that I planned this
Just to try and make you mine
But it's not me that needs you, it's your child
I'll be just fine

Or you can be a father
And take responsibility
Be there for your child
Both physically and mentally

But there's a few things
That I need you to know
Before you make up your mind
On how things should go

If you plan on being there
Don't plan on turning back
I know what that's like
And I don't want my child going through that

I want you to be there
But not whenever you decide is best for you
Either be there all the time
Or don't even bother to

I know this is a lot for you
But it's a lot for me too
I never even dreamed
I'd be having a kid with you

I hope that you and her
Keep things together
I don't want to come between
Your child and it's mother

I want you to be happy
With whatever you decide
But this child is yours
No matter how hard you try to hide

I hope that you'll come around
And be there for your baby
And no matter what you think
I didn't do this for you and me

Please remember that no matter what you choose
This child is yours forever
So relax, think things over, and make a decision
Which ever choice you think is for the better

**OK so i know I rhymed kid and did and to and you a lot and I'm sorry....And i know it's not very good because none of my poems are great lol, but I need opinions. This is a real situation I'm in it right now and I haven't told him yet and I thought about giving this to him because I don't see him to tell him face to face and he lives with his girlfriend so i can't really call him. Please...any advice would be helpful, especially from guys, how would you feel if you got this from someone?*