When i die

In law its not a crime
but in my mind i do the time
im lost,me u cant find
just confused
caught up in a hellish bind
me im just one of a kind
never agian will someone like me u find
im a star
but i dont shine
im so outraged im blind
as bitter as a lime
benn this way since i was nine
lost all track of time
broken wings cant seem to fly
soals been locked up tight
suffacated, it slowly dies
never will a tear fall from these eyes
theres to much hate inside
i selfinfict pain insted of cry
when i say im nothing in life people just sigh
now they wont look at me
mot even say hi
dont even think theyd care if i died
so dont bother to put flowers on my grave sight
and there\'s know answer to the ? why
just know when i die
it wont be suicide
it will be cuz for once i did somthin right