Guess Not

I glance at a branch with a rope attached,
i tried being at the end of the rope,
but it aggravated my neck,
climb out of the rope and back down the tree.

I glance at a bridge with rocks at the bottom,
i tried jumping,
pain but not death,
woke up in the hospital.

I glance at the ocean,
i tried drowning,
sharp pain then silence,
woke up on the beach,
with a life guard over me.

I glance at the knife,
i tried slicing,
saw the blood,
got sick,
found myself leaning over the toilet.

Guess it's Just Not my Time To Go