Happy

I'm going to be happy
and let myself be loved
cause im tired of this pain
im letting myself out of this rain
im getting out of the darkness
and into the light
im going to smile
not cry
im going to mean it when i say im alright
i may fall down and go back to my old ways
but im trying very hard
just remember that,
always
people say im a stong person
well i hope thats true cause i dont kow how else im going to do it
if i dont have you
my mind is sick of this hurt
my eyes are sick of these tears
but most of all
my everything
is sick of these fears!
fear of being happy
fear of being loved
fear of just being afraid of
but im letting go of the past
and this time its going to last
no more starring at the ground
on this face,
you wont see a frown
the only things you\'ll be seeing is the shine in my eyes and a smile across my face
ready for anything
either good or bad,
to take place
i\'ve suffered for too long
cried too many tears
so finally
it\'s all going to be gone
im so happy
at last,
my days are going to be good
my tears are drying up
this pain is getting numb
and these fears are slipping away so dont worry cause im going to be okay