I stand here alone in the cold
watching my life go by
friends
family
all the people I love are just going without me
i call but no sound is heard
I try to walk to them but some invisible force holds me back
I fall to my knees from lack of breath
i clutch my neck as my airflow shuts off
my vision begins to blur
a chill runs up my spine
i fall
now lying on the ground inches from death
i begin to think about how i got here
i have committed many sins in life
and now i am paying for them
many things i regret in death
but as well my love is strong
that is one right thing in my life
if i could change one thing it would be not asking her sooner
Now where i lay will be my death bed
it wasn't the best life
but it was my life
i had my kicks in life4 and all my downs as well
this time the downs out number the ups
i leave all my loved ones to walk their roads
but now mine has ended
