DO I SERIOUSLY DESERVE THIS?!

I came into the house
thankful i was alone
but right after me you'd come
i should have known

I shouldn't have tried to be so happy
when you would ruin my mood
i don't understand you
or why its me you always exclude

i laid my things down
the garage door was raised
my moment of happiness was gone
but for some reason i wasn't amazed

you walked into the house
called me into the dinning room
what i didn't know was
that i was about to meet my doom

you must have had a bad day
something must've not went your way
because everything i did was wrong
what did i do, what did i say?

you started it again
the yelling had begun
you were ready to fight
or maybe you thought it was fun

you pushed me a few times
knocked me into the wall
you hit me so hard
that to my knees i did fall

next you wanted more
you grabbed my throat
then tried to play it off
like i started it on that note

i pushed you off of me
but you came right back
you didn't think i had enough
thats when i was smacked

the wall and i were becoming
such great friends
when deep inside
i was begging for this to end

i didn't know where to turn
or how to get away
i just wanted
this to end today

i escaped from you reach
the pain was getting the best of me
i couldn't take this anymore
i just needed to be set free

how can you pretend to care
when all you do is make me scared
happiness to me is rare
but its like lately its not even there

your ruining my life
just like before
this pain ill do
my best to try to ignore

i don't know why i try to please you
when all you do is bring me pain
I'll pray for this to end
but the hurt i know will always remain

:((