How

How can you say you love me if you don't mean it?
How can you put your hand around my waist?
How can you ask me if I love you?
How can you hold hands with me?
How can you treat me like I'm beautiful if I'm not?
How can you take such pride in yourself?
How can you call and end a conversation laughing if I'm not funny?
How can you watch me cry?
How can you experiment with someone who loves you?

How can I be such a fool?
How can I be so stupid, as to think you loved me?
How can I beat myself up if you aren't worth it?
How can I think that I love you?
How can I want to hold hands with you?
How can I take such pity in myself?
How can I cry so hard over you?
How can I have such low self esteem?
How can I love someone who doesn't love me back?

I guess this love wasn't meant to go two ways,
I must say that I think I'm still in love with you.