Stranger mum

Its not like i want attention
i just want you to be able to see me
cause you act as if im invisable
this isnt how i hoped things would be

if i entered a room
would you even notice im there?
if i started crying in front of you
would you even care?

your so wrapped up in yourself
and now i dont feel free..
..since you split up with dad
you dont see what your doing to your family

we was so happy
i thought itd always be there
the feeling of happiness
and knowing that you care

i dont even know you now
your just a totally different person to me
not the kind fun mum
that you use to be

i hate being around you
cause you only give me shit but i just want you to see
that i am still here i do have feelings and im depressed
and dead is what i want to be

....but im invisable to you..