UsElEsS

Feel useless.
Feel shame.
Feel misunderstood.
Feel pain.
Feel abandoned.
Feel alone.
Our time has passed.
Our love wouldn't last.
It didn't last.
Cry.
Try to gain control.
I can't.
My hearts broken.
Hurt past consoling.
Time well spent with you.
Tears stained black.
Since love from you is what I lack.
Eyeliner running down my face.
Heart torn into pieces.
Start to choke on my tears.
My life is still run by my fear.
I'd do anything to have you to myself.
Now I don't know what to do.
Why do you make me so sad?
Make me remember what we had.
I hope you're happy without me.
I wish you the bast.
As the tears well up in my chest.
My strength is stretched to thin.
As life without you sinks in my skin.
I still don't know what to do.
Why did I let you hurt me so?
You were the lie I believed in.
I won't let you see me cry.
My tears are my own.
Not for your pleasure.
But for my pain.
Feel insane.
Feel stupid.
Feel torment.
Feel shame.
Feel pain.