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My heart bleeds a crimson substitute for the tears...
    (people have been emailing me and asking if joshua...
I reach, but I feel only air...
    Everything that could be, is wrong.
Feeling like I don't belong...
    Restraints,
At my hands and feet...
    It feels like nothing-
Hurts like everything...
    I write
Despite what they tell me and...
    Laying on my back- looking up at the stars
Hearing the heat of the fire...
    Looking back
all i see are mistakes and...
    I dare you to deny me,
TRY me...
    Your harsh words
And conceited lies...
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     You gave me new pain to feel.   | 
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     You know you're in love when the hardest thing to do is say goodbye.  | 
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     GiRlS aRe LiKe TeLePhOnEs, ThEy LoVe To Be HeLd AnD tAlKeD tO, bUt If YoU pUsH tHe WrOnG bUtToN yOU'Ll bE dIScOnNeCtEd.  |