Here's my suicide note.. do you care?

I'm tired of the lies
tired of the hate
I was nothing in your eyes
So let me leave this place.

I didn't belong here
I didn't deserve to be alive
and yet when i disappeared
you didn't even notice.

I held everything good you said
close to my heart
now that i am lying here dead
it's just too late.

When i tried to make amends
you pushed me away
and this how my story ends
with you crying on your knees.

My soul will still remain
You will forever know i loved you
But nothing will be the same
with me gone.

You caused me so much sadness
I wish i could have hugged you
But madness
had taken over the world.

I lie here now
in my eternal slumber
you didn't care anyhow
now i am finally free from pain.

I hope you'll always remember
the girl with the broken heart
the girl with the faded wonder
the girl who tore herself apart

Let there be a lesson learned
by the suicide of Me
In this world i got burned
And this gun set me free.

To anyone who ever loved me
I bid my final farewell
Don't forget me
too bad i really loved you.