I Die Alone

Why can't he look at me
Why won't he look at my eyes
Will he ever see me
Can he see past the lies

Does he see more than there is
Is there less to be seen
Did he really look through me
Tell me today is just a dream

Could it be he didn't mean it
Is there regret in the air
Was it all a moment of lust
Why am I the only one to care

I see him in the hall
I know he sees me too
His eyes meet mine
They look, and see right through

There is no point to life
He can't even look at me
There's nothing more to cry over
There's nothing more I can be

I give up, I've lost the will to live
Please don't help me, please don't try
There's nothing more you can do
Let me be happy, just let me die

But when I'm gone
Please write on my stone
I'll love him forever
And I wish I didn't die alone