Dead Eyes

The night is darkest before a dawn
That will never arrive
Every heart has a thorn-
Only a matter of time
Before they're all bled dry

Gazing through dead defeated eyes
My world view is tainted
Life is dull but I'm afraid to die
What's the use in going on
When living only feels like dying

Well meaning past
It's been worn out of me
Because I cannot change
My future means nothing
I've become all that you see

I'm just like everyone
All I see is listless grey and bleak
Just like everyone
Forgotten what it is I seek
I'm not strange anymore