Last Day Alive...

It’s seven AM and my alarm rings through my head,
Sit up and wrap my fingers around my throbbing face,
I wish I didn’t have to wake up…I wish I was dead…
It’s eight AM and I’m walking to school,
I drag my feet and run my hands against the grass,
I walk inside to the warmth and hate every minute of it,
I sit in the cold seat and look around at the class,
Its ten twenty five, break time sitting on my own,
I hate sitting here in this same place,
But I love to be alone,
It’s twelve twenty five; lunch time is always the worst,
I feel so hungry but I will never eat,
School time and the razor blade cannot compete,
I walk into the lonely classroom and sit,
Stare into nothingness and rock back and forth,
It’s seven PM and I’m making a wish on the star of the north,
Star light star bright, I wish I may I wish I might,
Kill myself and end the fight…
I walk into the house and take the pills
Sit in my room and lock the door,
Feeling dizzy I lay myself on the cold floor,
Lips turn blue
A kiss that can’t renew,
There’s nothing more for me to do…
It’s seven AM and my alarm rings through the cold limp corpse on my bedroom floor…