To you heather..

So many lies
come from the other end of the phone..
you just don't see
how much you changing hurts me..
since he came into your life
I'm the one in the corner..
you ignore me
and it hurts me so bad,,
to know you don't trust me
hurts even more..
to know you lie about everything
makes it even worse..
to know you hate me
makes me want to kill myself..
when we talk you are distant
so what it seems..
you see right through me
right past your friend..
i think you see me as a old friend
that you used to know..
you may think I've changed
but i have in the past..
I've been me all along
i think it's you who doesn't know..
about who you are
and who you want to be,,
i know who i want to be
and who i am..
but what i don't know is
what did i do wrong?

this is to heather.. she ditches me for her "new" best friend and her "new" boyfriend.. she told me and promised me she would never do anything like this.. but i guess people turn to people they say they are never going to be.. it sucks.. i lost one best friend and now I'm losing her..