Sorry Jack

I'm sorry Jack
I really tried
but i just can't make it
my soul has died

you wanted me to be happy
but it just didn't work
I'm so f u c king alone
and sick of all the hurt

i want to smile for real
but it just isn't for me
no one can help my pain
they're all too blind to see

thanks for all you've done
you tried your very best
but i know it is my time
to be laid down to rest

please don't be sad
I'll finally be happy again
I won't feel any hurt
or feel any pain

So I'll take my knife
and go to a place where i won't come back
the message engraved on my wrists
are the words "SORRY JACK"