Ruining My Life

I'm ruining my life
Everyday that goes by.
I sleep all the time
And dream for a while.

I hate going to school,
To study, I refuse.
I'm totally useless,
As well as I'm clueless.

I wish I could fix,
The mess where I live.
But it's just too hard,
Makes me fall apart.

So, maybe someday,
I'll find my own way,
To figure things out,
And find a way out.