Can't Let Go

Has it really ended?
The ring is already thrown into the sea,
the friendship is over.

But how come i feel this way?
It's raining inside me,
and i can't stop it.
Don't know why,
they've brought me so much pain,
yet i still couldn't let go of it.

I'm still holding on, tightly,
to the friendship,
that we once had.
I couldn't believe,
that it ended just like that.

I'm holding on,
with the hope that we could start over again.
I saw your smiles,
knowing that you are still that happy without me,
and maybe even happier too.

I'm in a state of confusion,
why can't i let it go?
Why am i sill holding to the broken friendship,
that i've been hurt so badly?
I don't know what to do anymore,
i need a voice to guide me.

*Dedicated to my once best friends, i still love you girls as before.

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