In Purgatory

I wish I lived in a perfect world

In a perfect world

My heart would never be broken

I would never be second best

Like I am now

There would be no curfews

In a perfect world

There would be no wrong doing

There would be no more crying

Yourself to sleep

God I wish I lived there

But I am stuck here in

This world

My heart is always getting broken

No matter what I do

Second best,

I guess I am not good enough to be

First choice

Even that breaks my heart

There is so much pain in this world

But in the perfect world there would

Be none of this pain

In that world they wouldn't even know the

Meaning of pain or heartbreak

But in the real world

Heartbreak is a pain felt every day

And I wouldn't trade it for anything