Tears of Blood

Iâ??ve been a slave to this blade for far too long
Seducing me every time
Each second, feeling that compulsion so strong
Tears of blood I cry

I hurt myself for I cannot feel
Just not knowing why
This razor on my wristâ??s the only thing thatâ??s real
Tears of blood I cry

The bead of crimson on my face spills
My forgotten blood flies
When I am gone, with saddened chills
Tears of blood I cry

Once I have died they all will see
What I tried to hide
The scars and remnants of injury
Tears of blood I cry

Body dead with scars Iâ??ve made
Pain making me blind
I slowly reach for that sharp blade
Tears of blood I cry

The shadow of my useless life
Away from life I fly
Needing to end the pain and strife
Tears of blood I cry

My life crumbles as I fall
Itâ??s then I decide
I donâ??t want to live at all
Tears of blood I cry

Then the savior of death nears
One last time I cry
Gone my anguish, gone my fears
Tears of blood - - I die.