True Feeling

I want to go away forever
I love my friends and family greatly
It's no ones fault that I wanna go
I blame no one absolutely no one
I feel like I can't change anymore
Like if that dark hole has gotten me
At times I wanna break down and cry
So this is why I know I have to say goodbye
If I go will they instead be thankful
I've harmed my wrist so much
I am scare it will all come out
Not only me I've hurted
I feel I've hurted the whole world
Fights with my parents
I just can't stand it
I've tryed so hard to be what I'm not
I just can't go on with this life
So I'm hoping your willing to forgive