So Much Little Me Caused

by Unloved ♥   Nov 10, 2005


Every scar I make
I'll soon regret
But the pain won't go away
Cutting, I can't forget

Every breath a take
Is how many lies I make

I'm sorry I can't stop
I scream as my blood on the floor goes drip-drop

I'm sorry for the lies
I hope this cutting obsession dies

And I'll try to stop
Another tear drops

Every day I can't seem to put a smile on
I don't think I can ever write a happy song

I don't think I can move on
Even though I try
I don't think I can move on
I'm afraid soon I will die

'Cause where I am right now
I'm not being found
No one will ever know my secrets
They're just too deep to tell
They're so sinnful, I think I'll be in Hell

I don't think I can move on
Even though I try
I don't think I can continue
Walking this path called life

I'm so useless screaming your name
I'm so useless
I'm so useless

Because you'll never answer
I wouldn't blame you
Having me as a friend is stupid
Everyone knows its true

No one will ever know
Know my name
No one will ever know
How I play my game

I hide all day regretting
Almost everything I did
I runaway from the lies
So many scars I've hid

I'm so sorry I'm such a bad friend
I'm so sorry I constantly tell lies
I'm so sorry forever I'll be this way
And thats my apology when our friendship dies

Or was it really a friendship?
Or was is it all lie?
All I know is the love wasn't there
I can't believe we even tried

No one can be my friend
Because you'll end up falling on your face
Our friendship won't go anywhere
Not even to one place

I keep thinking about these thoughts
And how sad I've become
Because of me

Because of me
Because of me
Because of me
Because of me

Because of me...

Your regretting having me as a friend

Because of me...

Your regretting the day we first met

Because of me...

You cry your self to sleep

Because
Of
Me...

You can't seem to worry
Even though you hate me
You for some reason still care
I'm such a bad friend
But you were the best
You were always there

And because of me...

Your bleeding inside

Because of me

Your poor heart cries

Because of me

Because of me

Because of me

Your such a mess
Your such a beautiful disaster
We used to share laughter
But now its gone
And along came this song

Because of me

You can't look at our pictures
They bring too much sorrow
They bring too much pain
They bring everything that shouldn't remain

And because of me
We're both crying constantly

All of this
All of this pain
All of these tears cried
Because of me

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