By myself

It's alright if you let me go
Just a few things i want you to know

I can say this until i die
And maybe i should, I'll give it a try

I am so glad i had someone like you
So come in and help me through

And now it seems everything is falling down on me
The walls are closing in quickly

This broken home has never been this bad
Everyone is against me, even my dad

I get put down by them so much everyday
Everything they do and everything they say

They embarrass and harass the hell out of me
They say they don't love me continuously

And i want to stand up and walk away from this place
Find a new life that i can try to face

But my friends keep me here
Living without them is my only fear

They are happy where they are
They wouldn't want me to go too far

The only people who love me are all of my friends
It's a good thing when our personalities blends

Urges have seemed to sneak up on me
Really tempting me darkly

This family has never been this rude
This house has never been so crude

And i want to make something out of this life
Without the drugs...without the knife

Nobody seems to be by my side
Except for my friends in who I'll confide

I can't talk to nobody, nobody will understand
That I'm walking with the devil hand in hand

Who would understand how i feel?
Who could understand that this is real?

I don't express what i feel inside
I'm better off to run and hide

I just want to sit down and cry
There's so much inside that i just passed by

And as hard as it is, I WILL TRY
and when the punches hit harder, I'll get by

And i know that life isn't that easy too
And i know that it'll be hard without you

But i don't want to become unknown
So i guess I'll do this by myself...all alone