Dear you

Dear you, you drive me crazy
because you'll never know
that i love you so dearly
and that i need you so

and dear you, i hate it when
you smile and it's not for me
i wish i could've said something
to show that i care, don't you see?

i hate to see you grin and
hold your arms out
as i watch someone step into them
i wanna scream, i wanna shout

and dear you, you made me cry
like i've never cried before
and what you said really hurt
it hurt me to the core

and dear you, i just want to say
and let you know it's goodbye
im standing here, gun in hand
i really wanted to try

i wanted to try and patch things up
but you never gave me the chance
i wanted to make it better
our relationship, i would enhance

but you never gave me the time of day
to try and do those things
i thought we'd be together forever
you thought 'we' were a fling

so now i write, 'dear you'
with my shaky hand
the gun is right beside me
no one can hurt me like you can